Sunday, October 02, 2005
1:59 PM
hohoh.... im desperate !! desperate for jobs .... however im still very choosy ... actually theres tis banquet tt val n xy are doing, and now even gym is doing it .... the pay is alright but i still don like the idea of tt heavy tray ~~~ .... went for quite a number of interviews but i suppose most of them don wan me ~~ whaaa ..... now im real real broke .... its just the beginning of holidays ... n my income has stopped .... who to blame ? mYSeLF !!! for overspending .... n now my mum gave mi $30 for that pants i brought n she said its for my belated birthday present .... didnt wan t it but was real too desperated for money .....
Squash ytd .... i went with siewgiok ..... she used to be in tt wed slot .... n now she here with mi ~~ .... i wasnt easy for tt back-hand control .... n wat ever .... after tt went to meet my family at jurong point .... n i just feel tt living in hostel can be real fun where frens live together, middle of the night go out for supper.... eating cup noodles ... its jus feels real fun ... probably i really wish to try out tis life after poly .... life might be hard alone but nothing is easy ....
spoke to a fren about their conflict .... i mean i spoke to one of them ... ... jus have my own views on tt issue but .... i mean everybody have their own rights .... and once again min had really thought mi a great lesson last time tt till now ... i still remembered ... we shouldnt be to easily influence but at the same time u will never know wat happen ... so don't draw a conclusion ... n here, this conflict is bout my frens .... so i guess i shouldnt poke my nose into it .... if i do its really a silly thing to do .... doesnt want it to affect my friendship wit them ~~
* oppps .. need to go ... meeting min for hair cutting .... buai ~~ +.+
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