Tuesday, November 15, 2005
12:17 AM
omg .... i would rather my sis go back to her hostel ... shes even more naggy than my mum .... n phone bills r up up up .... how i wish i could actually put off this burden of controlling my talking on the phone ..... if i have the money to affort the bill then i don have to worry about the bills !!! i guess my parents are now worrying about whether i have a bf or not n my dad keep saying tt i have one .... cant a boy n a gal simply stays close friends ?? but its agnoring to hear them nag at times ..... without them nagging i feel tt they don love me ... with them nagging .... i hate it .... n there my sis .... kept adding oil to fire ....
my elder sis .... sorry if u get to c this .... but i think its meant for u to c .... she went to my grandma house n sort of told my uncles n all tt i chat on the phone till late night almost daily.... i mean its the fact but do u have to say out ?? i know everyone have the rights to say wat they like but don u think its too much ? u are actually there to embarasse me !!!! maybe u didnt did it on purpose but next time please think be4 u act .... no matter how hard i always try to look not affected ... trying my best to give a innocent face .... trying to be as thick-skinned as possible .... i don promise that i can continue to hold my temper .... i might lose my temper if my heart cant keep them in there ... n i really think im getting rebellious if thinks get out of my control ~~~
jie ... at times we can be really good ... but not at all times .... u might think tt im in the wrong n tt u have the respondsibility to change me ... but u r making it worse ... ... im really at a lost !!! .... i know tt nobody can help mi ... except mi to choose what i want .... i need to sort out what im doin now .... wat is causing me all these rubbish .... all i need is more time i guess .... ARG ~~~
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