Thursday, January 05, 2006
6:37 PM
at last i have tt "feel" for blogging ... guess its time to change my blogskin le ... its a new year !!! everything will be different n i guess a brand new start .... alright ... lets have some sections of reflections .... i started poly last yr n all was fun ... i laugh alot and was haapy-go-lucky ... results werent tt bad .... friends were still close like before....
So actually, recently i dont feel really tt happy as before ... didnt know why but probably im worrying too much ..... i've lost confidences .... im different again .... im at a lost ... this sem doesnt seems to be on my side .... im getting lousy results ... lack of sleeps .... thanks to all that chatting on the phone but i know i cant bare to miss it ... i enjoy chattin on the phone be it wif humpies , or all .... oh god .... im in a deilama ... i miss all that confidence i used to have .... i jus cant get them right .... i've become quieter, more dull, more irritating, n also very bad-tempered ....
Bad-tempered, come to think of it, when one is bad-tempered herself and someone is there to tolerate her, only then she will learn to be more tolerance towards others when they lose their temper .... things might seems to be alright on the outside but i actually feels rotten inside !! i meant at times ... sometimes i think when i don think, i would hurt ppl with my words, but when i start to think i would think too much ... tts soo so so irritating .... dotsss ...>.<
Humpiak, i really love u all, only when im with u all i don have to think so much before i shoot my mouth off .... i feel really carefree .... hadnt been meeting humpies for quite some times but i believe we still rem. each other in heart ba ??? ahahha so rou ma ... mushy sia .... lolZz
Next week will be my common tests, eventhough its only 3 modules, im really afraid .... hadnt been scoring any gd grades ..... so determination speaks louder than words .... believe is the word ... all out there ...all my peng you in poly .... mus study hard for common test wor ....
sun Set or sun RiSe;
Up to You -.-
