Monday, October 09, 2006
10:01 PM
DOWN DOWN DOWN !!!!
didnt know wat had happened ..
don know wat Really happened and
don't know wat is happening.
Theres family, friends, bf
FAMILY :
Everyone is broke ... PaPa have to work daily .. n mi keep goin out ... when im sleeping he goes to work .. when im home, he is not home .. when he comes home, im on the phone ... but i cant really give the calls a miss .. lalalallaalallala ... but home is the best
FRIENDS :
All of us have different committments ... we have our boyfriend to accompany .. we have different study time .. we have our individual friends to go out wit ... all thinking have change .. nthing will not change .. one can notice changes rather easily when they does not meet up tt often .. some frens are missing u so much that they would always ask when u are free .. while some jus says they misses u .. while some jus don bother to msg or tok to u .. for the last kind i mentioned .. they are the ones u call "hi-bye" friends .. sad ... i actually have lots of friends like tt .. pathetic .. sometimes i really feel that i have got no friends .. many are jus there when we have fun .. not there when u really feels down ... i cant really feel my friends bother to be my listening ear............
BF :
getting better and better ... sometimes a little bickering is nthing .. instead it builds up the relationship for its long term effect .. whereas when for the short term effect is that u jus wants to give up and do nth n "don care" is the word ... but ultimatly he is the one who cheers u up ... make u feel that theres someone to rely on .. however more assurence needed .. >.<
Im TrouBled ... but i dono wat is it .........!! ArGgg
sun Set or sun RiSe;
Up to You -.-
