Friday, November 02, 2007
10:36 PM
hadn't really been happy with my everything this few months ...
Ask me why, i wouldn't know ....
Ask me wat im unhappy about and i wouldn't know either..
Wat is tt suppose to mean ? Am i experiencing pre-Menopause?? -.-
Ami really so difficult to deal wit ? Am i so difficult to satistify ?
Or is tt jus my strong ego acting again ...
Socialising definitly plays an important role in all walks of life..
But Don u guys out there feel that u have no sense of belonging when everything in ur ife is to socialise ? ... Whenever i starts to socialise with all friends .... as in not stick to only one group of frens , i don understand the meaning of friends ....
Friends are only there when they need u ... likewise when u need them. Socialising has become a part where i have to "entertain"... -.-
Sorry to those who treat me as real fren ... don meanto insute defination of frens but jus Cant seems to get things right this semester .... i've change so much tt now i don even wat i really like to do... what are my principles in life ... issit suppose to be like my old self: not calculative and 4give n 4get real easily ... love to give trust to everyone ....love to socialise ... am i still the old mushroom ...
I prefer the working days where lifecan be boring and busy ... but at least life is so full of work tt no time were given for me to think of such undefinted stuffs .... i getting to dislike living ....
sun Set or sun RiSe;
Up to You -.-