MuShRoOm

2008-03-31T22:06:00.002+08:00

Hi ALL .... im shifting my Blog to

LiveJournal under my JieMeis

influences .... hahah so for further

updates Please visit :

http://shroomsss.livejournal.com

2007-12-20T13:06:00.000+08:00

New entries very weird ma ?? hahah

Although its holidays, sch works are still haunting me ... -.-
Report reports reports ....

Not only the reports that i have problem with but also the job applications that i should have started to hunt for months ago ... i plan to jus go for a job that pays well and i can "blend" into quite well .... but no directions were given by anyone ... all i can to is to try my luck in jobs ... heee...

Things to be done in this 2 weeks of holiday

Work on my resume and evaluate the companies that im interested
Finish my reports
Christmas Presents !!! Still shortages for some frens... family
find a part time job and pay all my debts ...
Have fun with frens ..... i miss the frog leg porridge ... hehe

-> thats bout it then ..... boring life i have ....

2007-12-16T13:30:00.000+08:00

Finally exams are over and so its a 2 weeks break .... but this will signify no income for 2 weeks .... had atually saved up quite a sum for holidays but all were spent on christmas gifts .... sometimes these occasions are really not those that i look forward .... i somehow got dissappointed during occasions and now love to look forward to working life that i cn enrn lots of money .... i agreed the money is not everything but money can bring joy indirectly .... i seriously don understand life without money anymore ...

Sometimes without money but with some motivation to keep u goin is goin to help alot ... but most of the time ... i cant figure out where these motivations can be found ....

Everyone loves to enjoy ... and in this century ... wat can we do without money .... ? even for a humble picnic we need at least a sum of money for the snacks ya ? ...

no money no luxirous life .....

Lets wait for a more mature me befor everything changes ........ -.-

not understanding motive of living .... somewhat, somehow eating to live ... not live to eat .....

2007-11-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

FacE Book Is FuN ~~~

Extreme fast Evaporation rate of drink
Got this Teacher A .... who always suan me .... but to me he's joking ...

I was holding my bubble tea into the lab area classroom ...
And A follows right behind me and kept staring at my drink...
Got this feeling of guilty i respond" Oh, this one i put here only... nv drink ... -.-"
A reply .... "Oh like tt ah .. ok ok "
Lessons go on as usual ...
Come to a part where he wans me to provide solution to one of him prob...
A: WaH ! ... ur water evaporated very fast hor?? ... haha... So u not thirsty le hor ... i so thirsty ... now ur turn to explain ... haha ...
Mi(feeling damn paisei: .. Oh wait .... erm .. i need to think of the solution ... haha
A: Like that cham la ... need to think tt means dono ans le ....
Then off he went to conduct his lesson ....

Wah i super sian ....but then his lessons are as usual fun ... despite all the suan ... still find tt he is still very friendly .... lolzz ... somemore after he suan then will feel like studying more .... kekek ...

2007-11-09T10:04:00.000+08:00

AIC lab was taken over by MR Quek from Phillip Goh .... this is much more stressful .... Mr Quek has got rather high expectations and when it comes to the Question n Answer part, could hardly answer his questions .... bahahah.... But he is a good lecturer ..... Thumbs UP for him!

Waited for 2 hr for my dear bf ... cause i once again finish lesson early ... so slack slack tok tok .... not really much ppl to talk to but still got one fizza to accompany while she's waiting for her mum... maybe its time i find a job to let myself engage in some activities of my own .... life of my own need to be found .... anybody got job that allow me to work on Wed after 3 and sat the whole day also can .... anyone wants me to work ??? heee

Although Im experiencing back ache recently but i guess im still keen on finding a job ... the backache was a real bad one ... didnt have backache that is as hurting as this one .... didnt knock against aything ... maybe is due to the carrying of heavy bags around on one side of the shoulder .... weird things is the side that is pain is the side i didnt carry bags on ...

Sometime we feel emo bout frens because we have too much free time unlike our frens who are always too busy ... then we feel that we have no frens to accompany .... maybe some of u feel tt, even i feel tt sometimes .... its always a wrong timing ....

Sometimes emo bout frens can also occurs when we are too busy everyday .... when we are busy, u tend to neglect ur frens... so when theres a time for u to miss ur fren, u would feel that u have lost ur frens .... but im fact u have jus lost the telepathy with ur fren but not ur frens .... telepathy is not very important but it will enhance a more fun time together .... even without telepathy u still can have fun time...

So in my case i probably have too much time unlike the rest .... so hopefully i can find a job ... that allows me to work minimum time .... i don care for the pay as long as its about $5 plus ..

2007-11-08T14:58:00.000+08:00

JUs got an error in my blog and everything i have jus blogged got erased ......

Sch ended an hour early .... leaving me to rot ... so got "no choice" but decided to meet xy to have some "You de Mei De TIme " with her ... ahhaha ... ... She stilll the same old her .. so so talkative but i like it ... whhahaha ... Went to MOS burger at Woodlands... Had 1 BIg Fries wit 5 Mayonise !!! -.- ... pAisei to all ... Xy is really a Mayonise Freak .. ahah no offences ....

ANd then went for my 1st threading session ... so pain .. the pain was beyond wat i have expected .... image a super sticker plaster being pull off in less then one seconds ... but but but ... the outcome was having a neat and clean looking eyebrow .... hahaha its ony $6 done at an indian grooming shop in my neighbourhood .... lolzz .. ..

Heres a litttle something to share: (Quoted from XY)

As ur material life gets better.... your level of blissful will increas to a point and decrease all the way .... this is mainly due to the expect of higher standard living nowadays .... As u get better in material life, u tend to forget to appreciate the simple things in life .... Not convinced ??? THnk of the ppl in the past where therr are no entertainment for them and how blissful life can seems to be for them ..... >.<

2007-11-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

hadn't really been happy with my everything this few months ...
Ask me why, i wouldn't know ....
Ask me wat im unhappy about and i wouldn't know either..
Wat is tt suppose to mean ? Am i experiencing pre-Menopause?? -.-
Ami really so difficult to deal wit ? Am i so difficult to satistify ?
Or is tt jus my strong ego acting again ...

Socialising definitly plays an important role in all walks of life..
But Don u guys out there feel that u have no sense of belonging when everything in ur ife is to socialise ? ... Whenever i starts to socialise with all friends .... as in not stick to only one group of frens , i don understand the meaning of friends ....
Friends are only there when they need u ... likewise when u need them. Socialising has become a part where i have to "entertain"... -.-

Sorry to those who treat me as real fren ... don meanto insute defination of frens but jus Cant seems to get things right this semester .... i've change so much tt now i don even wat i really like to do... what are my principles in life ... issit suppose to be like my old self: not calculative and 4give n 4get real easily ... love to give trust to everyone ....love to socialise ... am i still the old mushroom ...

I prefer the working days where lifecan be boring and busy ... but at least life is so full of work tt no time were given for me to think of such undefinted stuffs .... i getting to dislike living ....

2007-10-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

slept real late ytd and woke up real late today too cause i have got lessons only at 2pm-.-! .... but once again im tire .... when can all these tire feeling get away from me ....

made use of much of my brain cells today during my pilot plant lab session .... fun but real tire .... and sciencetific proved that using lots of ur brain cells actually helps in burning fats so to all the pretty ladies out there .... study more and u ll be slimmer !!! hahah

nothing to really blog about today .... goodnites everyone ....

2007-10-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

Me with contacts finally and zw's cap!!! ahahha

2007-10-29T19:51:00.000+08:00

Oh man .... ahahh ... finally i get to blog again .... my com can finally get into this bloggie .... hahah... Firstly HaPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE!!!! sorry for not being able to celebrate with u but sincerely wish u all the best ...

now im back to sch if u guys know and much difficults were faced for this semester .... was posted to a combi-class that i don even know whether i actually choose ... haha bad thing is my click of frens are all in another cls ... n my bf in another cls too ..... but that might make me concentrate more and work towards my gpa of 3.1 !!!! hahah

class schedules were hectic and compromising wit my bf wasn't easy ..... it will either him waiting for me or me waiting for him for up to 3 hrs ..... bore bore .... all this changes actually in a way makes mr more prone to quarrel with him .... probably due to the insecurities .... -.- hoping everything will get well ...

however today we had a happy time together ... we watched movie and there he was having "high tight" in his bladder ... hahhahahah .... then when the show ended i turn to look at him and he was closing his eyes.... as if he was in coma .... for a moment i thought his bladder had bursted and couldn't wake up .... hahhaahah real cute .... hadn't had a good laugh for so long .... phew ~

ShrOOmS is Off to watch TV ~~ >.<

2007-10-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

1st time to theading !!

Sch actually ended 1 hour early than it was suppose to be .... Life seems to be borin and no mood to really get into studies ... so asked xy out for some "you de mei de" ... had 1 MOS burger Fries WIth 5 Mayonise ... -.- ... zhen shi paisei got this fren .. whahahh ... no offence .. heee

Quoted from xy:
As ur material life gets higher, Ur level of blissful life increase to a certain extend and decrease ... This is mainly due to a higher standard living.... when humans life gets more complicated with materials: the computer ... entertainment ... u sort of constantly request for a higher standard living ... WIth this constantly expecting of life, Blissful life is much more difficult to archieve .... Not convinced ?? think about life of those in the past where there are no television ... all they do is jus to earn to live unlike ppl now who earn for luxurious life .... >.<

Hohoho .... had my eyebrow theaded together with xy for only $6 at an indian grooming shop near my house ..
The pain i endured was not wat i had imagined to be ..... after a few strands of eyebrow hair being thread off, i really have that impulse to ask her to jus use a eyebrow plucker to jus trim it .... But its worth the money for the beauty in it .... it was really clean and neat after jus 5 - 10 mins ........ Thumb Up !!!

2007-08-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

Happy 42nd Birthday Singapore !!!
National Day was spent with my families ... We went for movies( Rush Hour3) at marina square ... then after that headed to view the Fireworks .... We were in the so cal good view ... lolzz ... After that we walked all the way to bugis ... and ate Ajisan Ramen .... This is the 1st time my parents eat .... n my mum don eat japanese food till that day ... lolzz ...

Happy Early Birthday To me !!! Clubbbing ???
Birthday for me was suppose to be a clubbing trip to DXO ... but it ended up with some police taking down our particulars for some checking purpose .... there were 11 of us ....
Rejected entrance..
so suay that while we were goin in some of us were stoped ... it was ladies night for DXO hence ladies were allowed to enter 1st .... so we abundant the guys and headed for a ink stamp chop on our hands be4 we enter.... the ink stamp was a cheapsake one ... those normal blue ink ... unlike Zouk or MOS with luminous ink ... -.-!
Members only
So we were then allowed to go ahead but now we were told that only with a member we can bring in 4 friends ... so some of us have to be members ... so that means we have to pay more to be members .... so we were like so pissed off by the attitudes ... so we wanted refund for the guys...
Lost receipt....
so only Mc n Zw paid for the visit .... so both wanted refund .... Mc got back all his money but zw actually had loss his receipt .... we were all so panickly that we negotiate with the cashier to refund cause we were thinking it was jus some minutes ago and wats more we even have witness -->the police.... -.-!the cashier was damn irritating .... he could simply reprint the receipt from te system or he could have jus check the system for record ... but he jus didnt wan to do it .... lucky, after some minutes ... zw found the recept in his back pocket ... hahahh ... gongs
Wasted lots of time deciding... haha
We wanted to head towards some clubs but some object due to the ammt that we need to pay ... so we decided for some pubs in clarke quay .... but by the time we reach there it was 2 plus .... and there wasn't many pubs left .... left all that india india de ... then decide for MOS .... this time round some of us have to go home .... then left some ... then found out that by the time we reach there the would only be 2 hr to play ... so its not worth it ... we were really like homeless ghost that day ... haha ..
Mindscafe
Walk passs mindscafe n we jus settle in for some board games ... the games there are defitely limited .... so so bored that we paid jus for the place to sit in and drink some glasses of ice water .. aah haha the waiter was giving us a one kind loook .. haha ... this time we played "polar bear" .... the murderer kind of game .... fun fun real fun ...

**lesson of the day : Lets NOt Go DXO anymore .... hahah
If u are free ... take a look at the link !!

http://fs01n2.sendspace.com/dl/093547eb1e5d47d0b8a8e0b4808cc0bc/46bd5ae636dc4af4/b0bspw/Meh's%20BD%20Celebration%2010.8.2007.zip

2007-08-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

Now, I'm so use to working in Clariant ... all i have to do daily are all standardize. Given all that filing then i'll do them.... once in a while i'll go into the moulding shop to tok rubbish .. lolzz ... thats the skills of "snaking" ... eating snake ...

so far all my kakis had been to clubs except min and mi ... So i supposed we are goin clubbing on fri .. its free admission and free flow of drinks at DXO ... i've already asked for permission fr my mum ... n was given the green light to go ahead but the crutial part wouuld be my daddy who hasn't give mi the green light ..... -.-! i shall try using my birthday as an excuse to go then ....

2007-08-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

Ist time i hear Ppl Asking mi tO Blog Bout my WishList .... hahah so here i shall Begin !! Heee .. Don Regret It wor ....

Clutch Bag -->anything pretty ... able to fit wallet, phone, keys .... lolzz

Watch --> something that is easy to match ... leather straps type :)

Denim jeans shorts --> not too short one ya .... probably longer than wat cas has jus brought recently.... hahha ... light colour preferbably

More accessories --> definitely not the beads kind .... wanna have sonething like chain kind ... jus find something simple n special ... hahah

I wan a Havanians Too ~~> Size 6 .. i think ... bigger than cas but smaller 1 size than gym .. lolzzz

Some Dress ... Flora mature dress .. not those kiddy ones ... jus wanna try wearing dress ...

Thats all for today ... will update this post when im free ~~ actually i wouldnt mind anything u gal buy but not ornaments .. hahah

2007-07-31T23:52:00.000+08:00

Morning ...
Work is as boring as ever .... but relationship btw supervisor(RAO) seems to be getting better.... RAO showed me his eldest daughter's photo and it look like a miniture RAO ... a Lady RAO .... hhhhahah ... and i was laughing and saying that they look so alike...

After work...
Met Yen and jiechyi at the station and learned that they have shifted to AMK ... so probably i will meet yen out on saturdays to go jogging to keep fit !!! hahaha .... lets work towards tt slim body of mine... hhaha

Contact lens...
So mi n my wang bao bao went for dinner @ mos burger in AMK and after that went to SPECTACLE HUT to enquire about contact lens ... i was so prepared to purchase disposable contact lens that i even willing to pay any price for the lens. (FYI : Normal contact lens cost $35/6 pairs and Toric lens cost $160/6 pairs... ) So is God ReallY Fair ?? After All that examination of my eyes .... my concave of my eyes are only 8.1, which means i am not allow to wear disposable contact lens as the minimum requirement is an 8.5 and above ..... Is God being fair for giving me such small eyes?.... -.-!

So the sales personel recommend a permanent contact lens that will cause $420 that can be use for over 2 yrs .... thats my last alternative ... So u c God is fair, at least i can stil wear permanent contact lens... hahahahohooh

Humpies Gathers....
Chatted at a open area outside yishun station and we have come to a conclusion to go clubbing tml ..... but this time round im goin to disappoint gym again ~~ cause im not goin ....

Firstly, im need to go for work the next day ... secondly i choose to understand my bf .... i know that he wouldnt wan mi to go clubbing alone without his company so i didnt wan him to be worry too .... Thirdly, he didnt wan to take leave jus to go clubbing ... and im sorry for being angry over this matter .... as this actually shows that he is mature and does not only thinks of fun ... and too he is responsible towards his work .... => Fourthly, i actually mind a lot about how i look .... as that show tyoically a LEO .... i mind wearing spectacles to club .... maybe some others does it all time with spects but i have a real nerd face i know and together with spects .... nerdiest of the nerds..... haha so my decision is not to go ....

Sorrrry Gals .... Hope u Gals understand ..... I know there will be chances .... If there is would u join mi ???

2007-07-30T22:49:00.001+08:00

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2007-07-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

Dead Dead Blog ..... hoho .. hadn't been updating was mainly due to my lag com ... everytime i wanna blog ... it will definitely hang .. hahha .... so now i am able to blog is because my sis is away for some orientation camp, so basically she will be away for a week time and i can use hers for the whole week .... heh

Attachment in boon lay has come to a mid-term and we were given grades by supervisor : Excellent (5) Good (4) Satisfactory (3) Below Avg (2) Poor (1)

Attitude : 4
Reliability : 5
Quality : 4
Productivity : 3
Initiative : 4

Overall performance : 4

Disappointed with the results man !!! After all that patience i gave .... all that rubbish photocopying i have done .... i got only 4 for attitude .... Productivity 3 only ..... omg .... most of the time i was given paper work ... imagine how boring i can be ..... >.<>

oh ... Good news !!! my birthday is coming and im goin to make contact lens as a birthday present for myself !!! i don wan to continue to be a si yan mei le .. hahha ... no bride wears spectacles... haha lolzz

2007-05-20T17:17:00.000+08:00

finally the training in jurong island has come to an end ... many things has happened ... but somhow the ending is a good one .. =)

Here are the graduation crazy photos !!

http://mush13room.multiply.com/photos/album/31

goodbye to CPTC (chemical process technology centre) and hello to Clariants Pte LTd .. Yup .. thats where im attached to .. ..

dono whether its a good one or not but it is said to be a ink company ... even some rumous about the company are like "oh some of u get to paste barcodes labels" .. "if lucky enough u'll get to do on moulding of ink ..." .. " there should sometimes with paid OT" and "some students prefered night shift as theres no supervisor at night !! " ... "cases of formal students had clashes wit the supervisor and was rejected back to sch on the last day of attachment .... =( " hhahah .. so its rather difficult to judge ...

its situated in boonlay that i still have to take a bus to the company ... so fr there ... my transport is $100 .... and poor pay is only $420 !!!!! sadly sadly ...

i would actually rather have attachment in jurong island .... andd wouldnt mind spending the transport fees ... however most of them in jurong have rather high GPA .... Zw in one of the big big companies mus do well ya .. hahah jiayou .. =(

so the conclusion is less time for each other ... maybe it can be so bad to be able to meet only once a week ba ....

okok ... maybe a "not tt good" company will allow mi to stands out better ??? hahhahah

... everybody wish mi all the best for this 18 weeks of attachment ba !!! hahah Jiyou Meh ~~

2007-05-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

Last day of shift works ... (8am to 8 pm ) or (8pm to 8am) .. memories of CPTC ...
look at the background too ... its the distillation column that i climb up all the way using ladders attached to the column ... lolzz .. fun ... all that metal parts buildings are actually the kerosene distillation unit ... where all our training were done .. lolzz .. tire tire everyday but .. its a real fulfillment ... =)

2007-05-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

1stly ... i want to congrats my hao peng you .... Congrats for ur success enrollment for NTU Biological technology .... if i didn't get the name wrong ... humm ... -.- heee ... congrats ya ... remember to study real hard in uni .... its not as easy ya .. Jiayou !!!

humm now ah .. so i've actually been into Chemical Process Technology center (CPTC) training for 3 weeks already 9 shall show u guys a pic with my safety outfit wore daily there) .... its kinda of tiring ... every morning to be awake by 5 .. then reached jurong east by 7 .. hoho ... then taking our chartered bus to jurong island @ 8 .. then all the way till evening 4 plus then i can go home ... this hectic schedule had really make me sleepy when its 8 plus then making mi sleep at 10 plus daily ... haha but at least that make mi zhao sui zhao qi (sleep early wake early) .... in terms ermm ... healthy ??? lolzzz

Best of all is todays practical, FIRE FIGHTING ... the hose is very heavy, even 7 people per team wasnt sufficient to hold the hose properly ... lots of strength and effort were put in and coordination is really important ... it was real fun ... different positions i tried ... the nozzle man (the 1st man in row .. holding the nozzle head) .. the pressure were up to 12 barg and that really hurts when u are hit by tt ya .. lolzz ... once the hose is commissioned ... there will be a great force pushing u backwards .... hahh hah very very very fun !!

Leader will go " TEAM !! ARE U READY!!??"
so the members will reply "READY!!"
leader: STEP FORWARD!
member: STEP FORWARD!! l
eader: STEP!!
member :STEP!! (as all move a step forward)
so theres goes wit all the commands ....

we got all throughly wet .. so bathing part where we really have to queue rather long as the stupid toilet system only have 2 cubicles to bath in ... heeeee so mi n yen agreed that we both should bath "together" ... both in the same cubicle but no looking !!! hhaaah

some how through fighting fire, i found back the "team spirit" in my friends .... much support have to be given to our fellow fire fighters in front ... "support them or we will fall together" haha .. probably ever since i left my secondary sch band, the "togetherness" is no longer there ... be it my poly friends and my sec sch frens ...

ok .. gtg ..... getting sleepy again ~~~

2007-02-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

Lesson of the day : Dogs wag their tail when they are happy, goat leap higher than normal to express their love for their partners, but human always hide their feelings .... humans the only animal who can hide their feelings very well .... hohoho

Woah~~ PrettY long since my last entry ya .. become a dead blog le .. lolZz ... will be goin for attachment real soon probably in apr 07 ... hohoh ... Imagine big big machines and mi !!!

Valentine day for me was pretty simple n pleasent one .. hhaha ... happy happy xiao hao and de hao .. muackakak

missed my buddies so muchso that day went for a so-called reunion dinner .. and so because of that jammed and a tour around woodlands in bus 965 lastly i got to sakae in causeway ... hahah .. lucky they all nv nag nag ... instead like tok tok ... hhahah ... paisei ya huh .... !-.-

we sat around in woodlands and chat chat .... then we went home in cas's brother's car .. ahem ... his driving was ... fast .. not excatly fast as he didnt even reach the spped limit but somehow a little reckless. hhaha ... opps cas don tell ur kor ok .. lolzz ... but actually enjoyed sitting in his car ... exciting .. hahha ..

See ~~ everybody seems to have changed in terms of loook but not me~~ maybe its time to have a new hair cut le wor ~~

2007-01-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

Im goin CRAZY !!!!!! everything has not been paid off ... wat the use really ... i don know .... wat all his all about ... endurance worth it ?? Y am i in such a state ... Is is all my fault ??? i don know ... im sad .... can i hold on ... CAN I HOLD ON TILL THE END ... ? WILL THINGS BE BETTER ???? I ASK >>>> Y ??????????????????/

2007-01-06T01:08:00.000+08:00

Hohoho ..... 3Rd day in sch and is a real hectic day .... havin 2 labs in a week is so unbearable !!!

ArGg !!!~~~

but soon after sch, i went out with my 2 biao ge (cousins) and my sis !! it was supposed to be a celebration party for my 2nd biao ge .... but it turns out that we had insufficient time to buy the gifts and all ... so it became more like an outing to gather the cousins ... hahah ...

Went marina bay for steamboat at the Zhen Fa steamboat ... then after that went fishing .. should be prawning ... cause we fished for prawns .. ahah .. overall we have only 2 rods ... and we fished 11 prawns in total !!! hhaha

Da biao ge : 5 prawns
Da jie : 1 prawn
Er biao ge : 2 prawns
Mi : 3 prawns !!! hahah

After that headed home .... Da biao ge drove ... when we were on our way for steamboat, he kept complaining about ppl driving only at the speed limit, 90 .... he was saying time is very percious ... so he tends to drive faster ... Dots. ... then ytd he was driving at a speed of 110 km/hr or so ......... -.-! lolzz

Afterall we reached home at like 1.30 ...so tire n smelly ... its acutally kind of weird to be so close with my cousins after years of like growing ... hadnt been so close ever since young ... lolzz

2007-01-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

So lastly... went to sch today .... continue to attend that alien math early i nthe morning and followed by 3 hrs of break!!!! went for MAC breakfast then sit there to san ba with yen n caisi all the way till we decide to change a better location ... hahha .. keep talking non-stop ah ... thats wat we call san ge nui ren, yi ge ba sha ..... ( 3 woman, a market formed) haha then lectures .. then make-up lesson then there i accompanied zw to get his pay .. n then zw brought mi this nice bag !!! haah

2007-01-02T14:11:00.001+08:00

managing time can be so difficult .... shall meet up with humpies for sakae next time ... haha ...

so at last the holidays are over ... all goin back to sch except for that gymie ... whose goin to start sch only on the 8 .... this holiday seems so long although i actually spent 7 days in taiwan and much had happened ...

theres christmas where i c how nice my frens were ... wit min giving mi a DIY photo frame cause she said that i didnt join them in the gift exchange so brought mi a gift ... then cas gave a "red lacy hot " panties with "meh" written using the blink blink glitter... hahah .. only cas will come out wit that kind of er-xin idea .. hahah ... xy with a lovely christmas card ... all of them make mi feel so bad ... really .. didnt buy them a single gift ... so broke ... phew ~

theres new year countdown 07 ... with fire works ... and a little alcohol .. lolxx and all that walking in marina bay to look for cab ...

--> all time with my frens and my dear but none left for my poly frens and families ... so occupied ... and mow i think im wore out .... kind of missed my poly frens and daddy ...

Things in my family hadnt been good ... something seems to be amiss ... and alll of us feel it but dono wats happening ... may everything be fine in the new year 07 !!! ~~

2007-01-02T14:11:00.000+08:00

2007-01-01T00:33:00.000+08:00

hohoho .. Happy New year EveryOne !! Didnt have a very nice party over that countdown this yr ... unlike last yr where i went with my workin frrens at esplanade ... this yr i met up wit humpies and boys at marina bay .... didnt really manage to see the whole fireworks .... cause of some trees blocking abd bla bla .... but nvm ... think theres much unhappiness in this start of new year 07 ...

I don wan to treat ppl the way ppl treat me .. i jus hope i can treat everyone nicely ... doesnt mean that ppl treat me badly and i have to treat them badly .. but sometimes i jus cant help it ... so much thigs on my mind now and i really dono which one is more important to settle .... everything feels important to me .... like most will say ... im thinking too much -.-

2006-12-27T00:38:00.000+08:00

look !! my christmas gift !! lolzz

My DeAr do de wor ~~ ai si ni le .. haha

qing ai de simin brought fr thai de voodoo wooden doll .. haha

no mood to blog .. go le .. nites all ~~

2006-12-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

My Trip In Taiwan !! .. haha .. didnt manage to upload all photos .. cause its a 7 day trip !! hoho

in the airpport .....
that was on the plane .... above the clouds .. now the darken sky~~

thats the pacific ocean !!! i've been there !!

freezin cold out there that is like 15 degrees ...
hahha here i am in this town called "jiu fen" here
used to live 9 families and rations were given
equally into 9 portions to each family .. hence it is
called jiu fen "nine portions".. lolz .. its true !!

sunrise in taiwan !!! omg .. jus look at the rays ~~

the is how the famous "tie dan" looks like...haha

2006-12-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

Woahhh ~~ im back !! back in singapore lo !!! so much has happened.. friends... family .. bla bla ... conflicts conflicts all around .. no matter how close we can be, theres always things that each or us are unplease .. this goes the same for families...

hahah.. ok ok .. it was taiwan that make mi really miss my friends and laogong .. haha .. didnt know missing can be an illness .. lolzz ..

Taiwan trip
This taiwan trip brought to mi not only happiness but also some sorrows .. or maybe jus some things that upsets mi ...
Over all i've gain much knowledge there ... enjoyed being with my families .. enjoyed the cold weather there that is almost 12 degrees celsius... hahha ... but in the end its that weather that make my skin so dry now .. lolzz

had some conflict with my sis over the digital cam ... both of us wanted to hold the camera ... we have diff views on things and so wants to take diff things ... so we couldnt accomodate each other ..... that make mi real piss during the trip where i didnt even wan to touch the camera during the last few days of the trip.... but afterall we are still sisters .. "blood is thicker than water"
next was my yonger sis ... she fell down and hit right on her forehead ... she was sent to the hospital in taiwan for stiches to be done .. 8 stitches !!! its eight !! almost a 4 cm long scar will be left on her forehead .. and mind u she's a girl !! .. when she fell, she was right behind mi .... and blood were really flowing profusely... a terrifying experience .. i was there beside her and actually shouted for help ... i ask the ppl around if they have 1st aid kit or any thing to stop the bleeding ... they are like not at all helpful ... the salesgal jus left a pack of tissue .... however the shop owner did ask us whether we an ambulance ... but we jus held on and waited for the tour guide to settle ... .......

That ws the 1st time i felt tat i have to cherish my sis ... i cried for like the whole night for her amazingly ... although i've always been a very naughty sister to her, disturbing her , making fun of her ... scolding her .... but after so many years then i know how close she was to mi ... so that was a rather touching "discovery" but anyway , she fine now ...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !!!!

tHANKS all my friends for the christmas presents and im now so guilty .... cause i've brought zeRo christmas present !! so sorry .. cause im broke .. WHA~~~ haha

2006-12-14T00:09:00.000+08:00

Woah ~~ at last common test is over... don think i really did my best for all the papers~~ .... had got 4 papers in 2 consecuative days ... 2 papers per day then .

Went dental check jus now after the test, haha , i am supposed to wear retainers full-time which is to wear it all day long... but i didnt .. opps .. i wear it only during the night ...

Heres is the conversation btw
Doctor : Hi .. so hows the retainers ? Any problems ?
Mi : nope ... but it seems to be spoiling ...
Doctor : spoiling as in ???
Mi : there seems to have some cracks ...
Doctors : Its seems ok ... its jus some wear n tears then is caused by u wearing it daily ...
Mi: thinking --> ( lucky i wore it at nights only and it actually got spoiled beecause i ate chewing gums wit retainers on ) ..

Oh ya .. i 'll be goin oversea on 15th dec !! wish mi gd luck !!

2006-12-03T14:44:00.000+08:00

Translation :

Like, is a little LoVe.

LoVe, is Lots of LikE

2006-12-02T13:06:00.000+08:00

so sorry for not updating ya ... haha .. was busy with work, sch, family and bf !! haha .. first let mi explain ... i'll be goin oversea in this dec ... so i need to save up .. so i need to work lots of days ..

Mon- lessons till 9..
tue- accompany my laogong .. its our only day for dating !!
wed- work till 9.30
thur - lesson till 6, need to go home for dinner.. time for families..
Fri - work till 9.30
Sat - work all day
Sun - sometimes at grandma house ..

Imagine how busy i could be .. and sorry to all my frens for not goin out wit ya recently ... because of this hectic schedule.. i planned to work lesser day this monthe !!! haha

not only i missed my frens .. i missed squash .. somehow i feel like joining them for squash but im already behind time comparing to them .. hadnt been goin 4 squash .. Recently they have joinned the POLITE games competition btw polys .. but i rejected their to join them .. as i was too busy.. but it can be rather sad .. cause i thought it would be nice if i give it a try .. but theres jus no time for training ..

So now squash is preparing for the POLITE game next yr .. so they asked mi whether i can commit myself to 5 trainings per week .. !! -.-! how do u think i can cope ... even without squash im not managing time well .. so do u think i can cope with an additional squash ? ??

However, my only concerns now is squash .. i jus read a blog of foong yi .. fr my squash ... sort of bout the POLITE games the other time .. bout her experience .. that kind of bond they develop .. jus like those that nbssband once have when we go for SYF .. i really missed that kind of feeling .. those united .. goin towards a goal .. will i be able to cope ?? will i ?

I gave up on squash.. work ... so tt i have time with my families ... they had been complaining bout mi not goin home for dinner ... haiZz ... then i cant necglet my boi .. also my frens lo .. already necglet them enough ... i have gave up on squash verbally but don think so in my heart .. but mind u .. 5 trainings a week .. ( doubting my ability to cope ....)

2006-10-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

today was the 1st day of school reopen... initially it started at 8 but due to all that e learning stuffs ... we started off at 11 ... went to sch to buy books earlier ... it was $32.30 for a set ... so Ex !!! haiZz ... once again broke ... 1st lecture for 2 hr then was break for 2 hours ... so we were like sit in the canteen n chat chat chat ... hhaha .. there 2 hours were gone ..

Oh ya .. we packed our locker that we shared ... total 6 ppl ... there were so 6 lab coats there since the last holiday ... haha ... whole locker was so smelly ... we cleared them then Benson offer to help us bring home to wash them ... hhaha so we agreeded too hahha .. he was saying he has got maid .. so mail will do the washing .. lolZz .. Thanks Benson !!!

Lessons really ended at 8.30 ... During the last lesson, adeline, our lecturer joined us for the lesson posting as a student .. hoho ... we lied to the lecturer that shes a new student hence her name was not on the list ... then after that we swop names ... the guys too swop names .. hahha after the taking of attendence part ... adeline wanted to go off so we went to the tiolet to get adeline out of the room .. it was so fun .. hahha .. in the end adeline will be telling the module coordinator theat we swoped names so that all attendence will be well . hahha ..... then were so hungry .. then went to Mos burger to have dinner wit caisi .. then we were chatting chatting ... actually wanted the guys to go but most of them have to go to that D n D ... dinner n dance for their work .. >.<

2006-10-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

HappY birthday Xinyi !!!! shes from my sec sch band ... where we met during our cca Band .. ya ... Actually things goes quite well but some things btw frens didnt go quite well ... the organisation does not have much synchronisation ... a little messy but the aftermath is that xinyi did enjoy ... me, cas, gym and xy met up 1st .... then followed by val, yj, mc and min .... so we went for ice-skating .... it was really very fun .. when we fall .. the pant .. shirt n alll were wet ... haha because of the ice .. however, its better that u learn roller blade 1st before u go for ice-skating ... theres some who can really skate well were so cool !!!! BF bF .. gonna teach u bladin soon !!! hahahha

2006-10-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

It was so fun at the chalet .... i went there after my work ... so we went to have some prata 1st then so went to the chalet to stayover ..... we took a cab but actually alight at a wrong place so have to walk quite a distance .... mi n my bf were like goin to the chalet .... laughing ... singing ... all stupid stuff .... so crazy n sweet !!! hahha ... then the next morning we went sentosa the palawan beach ... there wasnt much sun ... so i was not tanned at all .. hahah .. prob is we wanted to sun tann but no one brought mat ... then some more no tanning oil ... Arggg .. but the tiolet was much nicer than that of the siloso .....

After that we went to harbour front centre to have sakae sushi !!!! the survice there was bad bad bad .... but actually we tried to act attitude ... for the menu ... theres a page that shows all the chawamushi ... bla bla ... we were like speaking like this :" this , this and this .... we don't want it ... the rest can i have 1 each .." hahha damn attitude .... and so i guess that's y the crew reacted like tt to us .... the serving was bad tooo as they sort of threw the food to us on the table .. don go there next time ... hahha

Vivo city ... at the same time we went there to take a look .... vivo city is BIG !!! it took us so long before we find our way to the Golden village cinema ... hahha ... i is in this irregular shape .. the "vivo shape" .. Tangs over there is so much more classy ... haaha ... so big that i cant find my former company --> Bling ... oh ya anyway Bling has asked mi to go back to work ... so think i'll be goin back to help ... cause they have jus open a boutique at vivo !! hahha

Lastly at night .... we went cycling ... night cycling ... hahha ... theres one part the my bf cycles mi ... it was so fun .... since its the 1st time i was cycled by someone ... but he say i made a good passenger ... hahah

2006-10-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

DOWN DOWN DOWN !!!!
didnt know wat had happened ..
don know wat Really happened and
don't know wat is happening.

Theres family, friends, bf
FAMILY :
Everyone is broke ... PaPa have to work daily .. n mi keep goin out ... when im sleeping he goes to work .. when im home, he is not home .. when he comes home, im on the phone ... but i cant really give the calls a miss .. lalalallaalallala ... but home is the best

FRIENDS :
All of us have different committments ... we have our boyfriend to accompany .. we have different study time .. we have our individual friends to go out wit ... all thinking have change .. nthing will not change .. one can notice changes rather easily when they does not meet up tt often .. some frens are missing u so much that they would always ask when u are free .. while some jus says they misses u .. while some jus don bother to msg or tok to u .. for the last kind i mentioned .. they are the ones u call "hi-bye" friends .. sad ... i actually have lots of friends like tt .. pathetic .. sometimes i really feel that i have got no friends .. many are jus there when we have fun .. not there when u really feels down ... i cant really feel my friends bother to be my listening ear............

BF :
getting better and better ... sometimes a little bickering is nthing .. instead it builds up the relationship for its long term effect .. whereas when for the short term effect is that u jus wants to give up and do nth n "don care" is the word ... but ultimatly he is the one who cheers u up ... make u feel that theres someone to rely on .. however more assurence needed .. >.<

Im TrouBled ... but i dono wat is it .........!! ArGgg

2006-09-24T11:55:00.000+08:00

it IS my mum birthday .. initially we wanted to go for K box but my mum didnt really like singing .. so .. we jus accompany her to shop and jus spend time together as a family .. we went to chinatown .. went to many tour agency to collect some info for the type of tour we wants ... hahha .. should be goin taiwan soon~~ yipee !!

All of us trying to squeeze the "fishballs" out of our face !! hohoho

we ordered some snacks .. all fattening ~~ arggg

After that we went to the thai resturant to have our dinner .. After that went home !! some family pics we took .. hahha .. so comical ~~

HaPpY BirthDay MuM!!!

2006-09-21T14:45:00.000+08:00

Working at Robinson Centrepoint is boring ... things arent that good but im gonna stick on to this job till i've earn enough or till they fire mi ... lolZZ .. jus have to be a little more thick skin ... cause the auntie working with mi don seems to want mi to work ... she kept asking me to work at a later time .. to go at a later time .. like asking mi to work fr 4 to 9.30 .. and its like jus so little hours 4 mi to work .. tt i'll be earning peanuts .. that day i was late for 5 min .. and she questin mi bout my lateness n shes so niao ~~ <-- stingy ... don think i dono ah ... she wants to work OT so tt she can earn more ... but in the 1st place she was complaining bout not having off days be4 i came .. and tt explains y they employ mi ..

Another thing ... results are out ... did improve but it was not to my expectation .. told my dad bout my results and he say it wa not very good ... oh come on .. although i know it was not very good but i jus want him to give some encourgement like .. ok .. gd .. .. unlike last time .. where he would always trust tt i'll work on my own and know my limits ... he already loss trust ... :( sob

2006-09-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

Im now working in Robinson the one at centre point ... hahah .. once again im stuck to jobs in departmental stores ... think of it its actually rather bore .. and after working there for so long ... there are real lots of funny ppl. Jus like now in my company (something precious) selling semi-precious stones again .. theres 2 aunty ... both by the name of annie .. haha .. they normally gossip bout each other..

talking bout my bf .. there is this resturant that we go quite freqently but not recently since both of us are working ... its called grapevine where it is a cosy resturant with sofa but its actually not tt of a very expensive .. jus a simple decorations .. its in hougang . its actually more of a cafe ..

stuffed mushroom in half spring chicken .. one of the chef recommendation.

baked rice .. yumm yum

berry dreams and watermelon smoothie ~~

brownie ~~

2006-09-13T00:50:00.000+08:00

2006-09-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

Happie Happie ~~~ that day was simin's bdae .... together humpies n boys n wit min's bf planned a birthday party for min !!! how fortunate min can be .. hhaha ... humpies brought min a bicycle !!! it was a pink gu niang bicycle ~~ those wit a basket in the front ... was then delivered to her house ...

we met simin out in the morning .. actually had got the plan a bit cock up ... plans bout his bf baking a ice cream cake was ok till the 4th attempt ... that was sweet of her bf ... at the same time scary 4 a guy to do tt .. mus br too ai simin le ... whaha .... after that we gathered at east coast park ... tent were set up .. balloons were blown <-- thanks to mr kevin .. gym's bf .. then lionel also not bad to think of a polar bear game lo it was fun !! ... all bf also gd but of all huh .. my bf is best whahahthe bhahha ... thanks him 4 making so much noise !! credits all goes to him !! hohoho .. n u noe he lead us to ecp !!!

after all everything was a sucesss, food were prepared by min's bf's maid n a little by him n kevin .. ok ok ... im lazy to continue liao .. more details in cas, min, n gym blog ... hee

2006-08-29T18:58:00.000+08:00

Why can some girlfrens accompany their bf for games ? .... for things that she don really do .. like playing games ... girlfrens jus sit beside doin nothing when the bf are playing .... don understand ... However in the case of mi ... If this ever happens, it will all depends on the point of time whether i have a test tml or im jus free ... especially when i know tt time is late n i have other commitments for .. but isnt it a little bad to leave ur partner to play with his frens ?? Kowtow to galfrens who always do tt ...

Talking bout dota, i once have a rather bad experience while i play ... my fren was there supposed to be teaching mi but at a point of time, he jus have to leave mi .... n i was left there without instruction as to wat character i should use, wat button i should press ... tt really piss mi off ... jus like an idiot sittig there .... so now, i don really fancy dota anymore ... im so afraid of being necglected ... not until i can play dota in my computer n sort off get hold to playing dota ... not being an expert but wit general knowledge ...

2006-08-28T23:58:00.000+08:00

3 more days to holiday !! hohoh .. am currently mugging for exams till 31st august ... so will be having holidays on the 1st !! yeah .. JiaaYOu JiaYou !!

plans for the holiday are planned ... hahah .. but am so ke lian tt im out of job ... they hired more full-timers and there goes our part time job .... lolzZ .. there goes my income for the holidays ...

Slept at 2.30 ytd n wake up at 5.30 today ... and i went without dinner ytd .. and tt was my 1st time goin without dinner ... i always don allow myself to go hungry ... hahha that explains y my stomach keep making noise .. hahah ... damn malu ... hahah ...

2006-08-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

Thanks fren .. i appreaciate ..

2006-08-13T20:26:00.000+08:00

Had been a month since i update my blog... Its My birthday today... yea ~ im officially eighteen !! but hadnt have a very smooth days so want to wish myself happy birthday and have smooth days ahead... and mus grow up lo ... cannot be unreasonable anymore ... haha

Cant really celebrate this yr cause my grandma passed away and not supposed to have celebrations for 49 days and so my birthday falls in the 49 days.. lolzz so tt will be it ...

Fireworks <-- the France one ... i went with my friend and we watch at marina square that is opposite esplanade ... was packed wit damn many ppl ... than all the couple like so xin fu to watch fireworks together ... at the same time we have a small celebration ... not excatly a celebration but got a small cake .. a piece of cake from min's workplace ... the philipines chocolate cake .. then we eat cake, received flower, received a pair of earing and a necklace ... haha thanks fren .. despite all the effort my fren putted in, i even blamed my fren for not being sincern ... im sorry ... all i could think of was myself .. i agreed im selfish .. but i was not meant to be like tt .. sorry .. Had a real bad day... and indeed expected too much ... so wasnt in the righ mood for birthday.. jus cant get to sleep last night ..

Till today.. moody moody moody on my birthday ... went fro my prayers for my grandma .. and next went to queensway shoppig centre, liang court shopping centre to shop a little ... nothing much n still not in the right mood ... next went to have steamboat at aljunied ... the food brighten my day !!! so at last i feel much happier .. joking all the way back home ... im contented .. im happy .. thanks dad, mum and my 2 sisters for making my day ... thanks ..

Humpies ... supposed to meet humpies for dinner but didnt as min also not free also then jus thought of spending more time with my family ... so told them to meeet another day lo ... sorry humpies ~~ but the next time we go out .. mus really enjoy ourselves ya ... miss u guys ~~

2006-07-04T16:30:00.000+08:00

Ask mi whether im sad or happy .... ANs: Im NOt happy but im not sad >> ..... Jus don really know how to handle situations ... getting bad at handling situations ....

im now in sch alone wor .... using the sch computer .... waiting for time to pass n i'll go for squash ~~ humm.. Rather poor thing ... actually should have gone home for to rest .. but then ~ haha if go home sure don wan come out one ... haha ... silly mi ~ haiZz .. cls guys asked if i wanna join them for dota but i rejected ... if only ina or yen accompany mi, i ll go .. say im conservative, but being the only gal ... nah ~~ hahah

okay !! off to do report ... So here i am doin report ... and for the 1st time im doin report for the day itself .... i meant... doin report for the lab that i have jus done jus now ... effecient ya ? hahah ..

2006-06-28T20:13:00.000+08:00

This is the ring, Ambrosial, that i like so much ... it has got a very unique shape as u can c and it is made of Purple Chalcedony + Onyx ... Onyx is the black one.... It can actuallly look rather simple ... but i love it !!! Hahah ... anyway this cost $94.00 if im not wrong ... oh ya .. its one of the designs from my company brand --> Bling Jewellery ..

2006-06-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

Days recently were fine !!! but but but .. test test test ... anyway gonna enjoy a little after tml ... sob sob ... sad sad ... my diary is lost !!! it has been like a month ... so many memories ... all the movie tickets ~~ all gone !!! arr ..

last sunday : ..
was working in Tangs ... and huiYing came ... she was working wit another company in Tangs too ... we had lunch together .. had lots of fun chatting that we didnt have the "mood" to eat the chicken wings we brought ... and we wasted tt ... hahah n tt was actually the last 2 chicken wings ... ..

2006-05-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

All 4 !~~ one, two, three and four !!

2006-05-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

Both hand are mine !!! yen n mi ~~ whooo

2006-05-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

opps !! no fighting in lab~!!

2006-05-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

heheh ... piggybag by caisi ~~ whaha don c she small small ... she got lots of strength wor ~

2006-05-22T20:48:00.000+08:00

This is the "evil" cui wit "innocent" yen hahah

2006-05-22T20:47:00.000+08:00

all the Qian bian faces ... hohoho

2006-05-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

Here is a bag we brought for my mum as mothers' day present... muakak .. SteessS .... lots of lab works n projects .... getting 8 out of 20 for German ... wow .. got really no motivation for studies of german ...

Hadnt been a good gal rencently ... always not back for dinner .... n in sch its so boring .... i hate criticism .... haiZz ... so bore bore .... but i love labs ... its so fun playing in labs .. hahah ... the bad part is the lab reports .... ok ok ... no mood to blog actually .. humm .. shall post some photos taken today during lab with my closer kakis ....

2006-04-29T14:09:00.000+08:00

Spot the differences !!!

The right side one is by me n the left side one is by cas ~~

2006-04-29T14:08:00.000+08:00

Scary photo ~!! idiotic look .. haha

2006-04-29T14:07:00.000+08:00

We went to marina bay for steamboat wit cas, min n min's bf .... hanwei .. look~~ hanwei bad photographer... lolZz

2006-04-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

Sch had been okay this few day ... jus tt im getting hot-tempered. I tend to speak harshly to ppl ... of course when they are in the wrong but i don use to be so harsh last time .... maybe i have reached my limits le lo ... but it has been almost 2 wks of lessons but i don think i learned anything !!! hahha .... its either the lectures are cancelled or i have not studied anything ... hee ... so i promise to try to get a degree so i mus study !!! hehe ....

We accompanied Dor bu for squash ytd, so many went ... at last got to drag yen to play squash wit mi .. keke ... its like more than half the cls went for squash ... whaha ... so the rackets were all borrowed fr my frens ... manage to get 6 rackets .... for like 13 of us .... so funny the way they play ... n guys really have "sense of balls" <-- they can easily take up ball games .... HUmP* Unfair ~~ lolZz

gonna sleep early .... only manage to get like 4 hr of slp ytd ... thanks to my fren on the phone .. hee ... n also cui whom i gave morning call to and shes still late for 30 min .... i was like purposely wake up to call u noe .... haiZx

2006-04-22T19:20:00.000+08:00

I didnt go for squash today ... and neither did i accompany xinyi to queensway for her shoes .. i jus stayed home all day .... fighting for the com. Squash ?? yeah ... asking mi bout squash .... i like to work out playing squash but u noe ... for every month i have to pay fees for like $30 a mth ... tt is for 4 lessons. n so im now poor ....so there goes the squash practices. but i guess will be goin fr next month onwards, as for the money matters ... we'll c. and so planned to sleep till like the sun set ... haha jk jk .. but then kelvin called !! argg hhaa ... he was asking whether i called him last night ... n tt all .. n nope ..i jus cant get to slp liao .. hahha ... so early in the morning my mum gone to work n nth for us to eat ... its 12 like tt ... so was in a very gd mood so actually cooked lunch for my sisters !! .. nth much as there arent much thing at home for mi to cook ,,, hahha a very very simple meal ... tt actually looked like breadfast .... hahha

This is wat i prepared !! hahha

2006-04-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

yen n mi !! mi without braces !!!

2006-04-19T16:35:00.000+08:00

Quote of the day :
Find a job u love and u will find urself not workin for the rest of ur days.
(Find a mate that u can work wit and u will find urself not working for the rest of the days)

MADDENING!! I SO SO HATE GROUPINGS !!!! i hate being good ... im sick of being good .... i shall be irrespondsible and unreasonable next time .... Wat do u get in return when u are good .. u give in to ppl and ppl take advantage of u, ppl jus doesnt want to give in and as wat they say "giving in would make urself miserable, so y give in? .. ".... 2 days ago i was made to do report wit someone who does not do work .... n today i was again made to be wit ppl i dislike again ... n pretty sure they arent coorporative ... ppl jus doesnt wan to give in !!! suggusting drawing lots n ppl disagree jus because they found the group the like to be in. That is so selfish but i actually understood tt. And wats wrong wit these ppl who doesnt do work ??!! cant they learn to work well with ppl ... and not giving ppl trouble ... making ppl so dislike them .... so tell mi whose fault it is to dislike them ... PPl ... learn to grow up and not implicate ppl ...

Sad to say tt i've given in and now can blame no one .... im jus feeling stress to work wit ppl like this .... i really wan to strive this semester but its only the 3rd of sch n its making me so sick of labs~!! sorry to all whom i've affect .... and i know i hsould always try not to be affected by these ppl .... be strong ....

2006-04-18T17:51:00.000+08:00

The story of a crying clown

His tears flow like stringless pearls.
His face filled with sadness.
His eyes filled with grief.
He walked through the crowd,
dimming in the shadow of darkness.

He screamed.
No one heard him.
No one see him.
He was alone.
Alone as he was.

Streaming down the street,
everyone sees him as a clown.
Yet, he was a crying clown.
People see him as a laughter,
as he who can bring laughter and joy to all.

But, no one notice the tears behind his masked happy face.
All in the world, yet no one.

No one see him.
He remained silent.
Remain what he was supposed to do,
the task of the crying clown.
He, who hide his feelings in a mask of happiness.
All he wanted was to bring joy to people.

The story of a crying clown.
Remains as it was.
As sad as it can be, to joy to those around him.
With grief and sorrow,
he ended his life providing happiness to all.
Yet, truly,
he was the one who left the world without a glimpse of happiness.

The story of a crying clown.
Remain as it was.
Deep and slient within the hearts who see without their eyes.

2006-04-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

Quote of the day :
I offer you peace. I offer you love. I offer you friendship. I see your beauty. I hear your need. I feel your feelings. My wisdom flows from the Highest Source. I salute that Source in you. Let us work together for unity and love.

At last sch started .... Ytd was the 1st day of sch reopens ... hadnt been waking up early in the morning for sch ... n so ytd really wore me out wit tt long long timetable that goes from 8 to 6 !! nthing had change except tt

one of my clsmate actually dropped 2 modules jus to retake another module .... hope it will be a good start for her ... All the way Gal!! so her timetable is actually more or less different ... sort of feel funny without her pressence .... although in lecture she isnt tt talkative.. but it jus feels different without her pressence...
adaptability to the lunching hours .... we got so use to having lunch at 2,3 plus ... so now we were given a lunch break at 12 am ... gosh ... jus couldnt get anything down my stomach .... so went without a proper lunch ytd ... all junk food ...
groupings for lab works .. ppl are all getting their close frens ... good frens ... so how bout those alone ? huh ? so sad to say tt actually thesse things happen in my cls when it comes to grouping ... i can really be hurting to be left alone ... i actually decided to do it wit 2 of my close fren ... then after tt another fren alone asked to do wit mi ... so i actually tried to add her into my group ... but after all tt ppl who didnt wan to do it wit her, my group took her in ... in this group of 4 ... theres still disput bout this issue . so i sort of volunteer to do it wit her ... maybe the prob lies in her ?? think this will not be as bad ... theses things are so difficult to handle ~~

2006-04-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

Quoteof the day : One who cry does not always have to shed tears ....

Now i Got my retainers!! ... i got a transparent one .... and we were actually given box to put the retainers in it ... prob is on the box its written "dentures" ... hahha ... crap ba ? waited like 1 hr for my appointment .... so siag lo .... retainers are so uncomfortable ..... it will have some side effects like:

more salive in mouth
bad pronunciation
a little pertruding teeth {bao ya}
a little rubbery taste in mouth too !!

ahAHA ... worse part is tt they are really like debtures .... when i brush teeth, i have to brush the retainers too ... have to take it out when eating .... have to take out while playing sports ... so lay chay ....

2006-04-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

mY CHOICE OF MAN :

Laughter is the way to your heart. A man with a fab sense of humour is definitely the one for you! You want a Clown, someone who can laugh at himself and make you laugh, too. There's nothing more tedious than a man who takes himself too seriously. You know that if a chap is silly, he's generally self-confident and secure. Your man is a people magnet and everyone's favourite friend. There's never a dull moment with your clown nearby. You crave excitement and a bit of a laugh, and your clown enhances those things in your life. You probably think life is too short to spend it without a smile. His light hearted and silly ways make everything a little bit brighter.

Im rather stress with the job im currently holding but for the sick of the $$$ lolZz .... cause i actually have to stock take daily and infact as n when ... n ytd at work theres a few ladies who came to my counter to reserve a ring for her friend ... so i took quite a few pieces out to let them choose .... so after they were gone .. i didnt have time to keep the rings and my big bosscame to amend my pay cheque for writing my name wrongly .... so yup ... didnt have time to keep the rings and a group of malays came to try the rings .... one loook and i know tt they arent here to buy ... my big boss jus actually stood there and gave them a fierc stare .... and sort of chase them off .... right after tt big boss kept asking mi whether i've acounted for the rings ttt they arent any missing .. he asked me like for 4 to 5 times .... inside me were all scare and uncertain but on the outside i know i have to give him a certain answer so u i ensure him tt i have accounted the rings ..... luckily tt it actually tally with the stock tt im supposed to have .... all was well till this morning .... my manager called and said tt one of the cabinet was not locked .... im so guilty ... n gonna ensure tt i lock them .... so paisei ... luckily nth was lost !!!

Poor birdy !! it was raining heavily, and my mum was closing her bedroom window and omg !! .. a bird got caught inbetween the window while closing it .... hahha ... then was like the birdy kanna "kaip" .... then think it injured its wings .... there it goes ... cant fly and straight into my mum's bedroom floor ... poor birdy .... then after our "rescue act" we brought the crippled birdy out to the corridor of our house... then let it rest there ... we even very hao xin .. gave bread and water for it to drink .... actually feel like carryinh the birdy ... but then recently got bird flu ... so we were told not to touch it lo .. hahah ... there not we have a injured watch bird at my door .... wait till it recover ... then i guess it will fly off lo .... Get well soon !!!

2006-04-03T13:13:00.000+08:00

humpies humpies ...... im now so free .... when im free ppl not free ... when i not free ppl free ... hahaha ... now my schedule for this mth is so free .... its like one week twice workday only ... dono is hao bu hao .... >.<

2006-04-02T13:22:00.000+08:00

Quote of the day:

A true BF is one who will carry you to bed upon seeing u sick, let you yell at him upon seeing you angry, hold you upon seeing you cry and let you tears and mascara soak into his favorite shirt and when you are done, he looked at your puffy, splotchy face with your panda eyes and tell you tt u are beautiful.

Working sechedule is in a mess !! .... it turn out tt i have to work on next sat and tt means i have to skip my squash and miss tt chom chom dinner ... hah .. haiZz i want to play welll .... its fun practicing althought now we actually really have physical training(PT) as in we improve our staminas.... we jog jog .... do court sprint ... squats up the stairs ... all tt 5 items included ... it was so tiring with tt squats up the stairs .... most of the time i jus loss balance ... ahah ... however its a good wat to train ...

ytd had a fun dinner with my family .... i love u all !!! whaha .... oh ya ... my elder sis had moved back home !! all her nagging n scolding will be back .... where she always scares my fren with her "fierce face" ... whahah but nvm ... after so many yr of her nagging ... im convinced im well trained ... whahah ... we had dinner at KOUFU foodcourt at marsiling.... its actually more like an air-conditioned coffee shop i shall say .... ate fish bee hoon ... u noe those with milk ?? yay .. tts the one .... it not very nice but i enjoyed the dinner ytd .... we had fun pushing each other to buy drinks ... haah ... i love family bonding ....

When am i goin to be Eighteen ?? awaiting to be 18 !! really looking 4ward to tt day ... whakaka

2006-04-01T12:34:00.000+08:00

I got my braces out !!! im no more a

Girl with BracEs !!! whoo ho ~~

2006-03-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

hahaha....went for Zw's chalet cum our class gathering ... happi ... it was after all not a bad chalet ... whaha .... sort of got closer with my classmates. But actually only 6 gals went ... only 5 stayeed overnight ... so its like half the no. of gals ... spoiltsport .... hahha ... IT was over all a grade B+ gathering...

Had been in this job, for like a mth .... i've mostly got hand of stuffs. There wasnt much difference compared to the promoter jod i used to hold in Robinson ..... politics were still as much but i've learn to handle these politics... not like last time tt gongong .... kanna bully ... hahah

Wanted to go wild wild wet tml with the Band gang but they all like cannot cannot ... some gals prob ... then i think some working ... then schling ... haiZz sian .. dono when then can go ... whaha ... expected .... >.<

Sometimes, im really wondering wats in my mind... gals are always ao fickle minded .... n i believe nowaday gals are much bolder .... they seems to be the ones who initiates .... shi jie bian le !!! lolzz... Some things are jus un-avoidable .... Happi~~ Today is 29th march 2006 !!

2006-03-21T15:10:00.000+08:00

Had been in this job selling accesories .... under the brand Bling !! they sure have nice modern jewelleries but all very expensive lo ... then all are made of semi-precious stones ... somemore need go some of the website to study a little .... blab blaa ~~
http://www.semi-precious-stone.com/

Don know why tt my working hours are so short but yet i seems so busy .... so busy wit wat leh ... watever it is i got my results .... didnt fail any module ... but scored rather badly ... not wat i aimed for but is wat i expected ... got a GpA of 2.77 ... average ... n last sem was 2.9 tt was equally bad .... Guys in my cls got 3.3 ...3.4 all the way like 3.8 lor .... sob sob ... i need to get into a university ... JiaYou !!! Got a B For my German ... hopefully i can get in to German language next sem with yen together ... really wish to study German n to further studies in Germany...

Was looking throught those webbie on those universities ... both on overseas studies and local U ... im aware how hard life will be iving overseas alone but i seriously want to try furthering my studies overseas ... but i guess i cant really help it ... finance prob .... and the prob is i can save ... i jus can be thirfty .. i always pamper myself with things i love !! whahah

Found out tt im always waiting for a call .... everything is so confused as ever ... so unexpectedas ever ~~

2006-03-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

Bad Bad MooD ~~ BaD BaD MOoD @$^%@*^$

2006-03-14T13:24:00.000+08:00

Had been slacking all day long .... wanted to slp early last night... but friend called mi ... so u noe noe ... went ahead to chat on the phone ...

Im getting to feel confuse once again ... ppl had been giving undefinite answers .... like not sure n stuffs ... but they keep giving me the hint that they gonna give mi a positive answer but they arnt even sure wat answer they would give actually .... okay .. nvm .. don bother to understand wat im saying .....

anyway ppl always need to make decision ... i've always told myself tt no matter wat don regret ... cause even through the wrong decision made ... u learned a lesson .... so don regret .... "experience is the best teacher for us to learn fr" ... as long as u think tt u are not doin the wrong thing ... continue doin it .... even if u does not get appreciate after doin the right think ....

<--- a hong kong drama
Senario : a couple in loves ... the guy is a singer .... he was asked to deny about his relationship with his gf .... tts ok ... gf understood the position he's in ... but cant help feeling sad .... he didnt even introduce .... he cant even protect her when gf was having trouble in the street ... all he cared for was his fame ... " si ai mian zi" ... gf couldnt tolerate tt so jus decided to leave him ... bf under his bro instigation announced gf as his official gf .... however gf still loved bf but went ahead overseas .... gf claimed tt she need love n care ... and doesnt wan to force him to do things he doesnt want to .... claimed tt he announced their relationship only after his bro told him to do so .... so what if his bro didnt tell him to announce it ?? n so she gave her a hug ... with love ... n left even though they loves each other ....
Moral : even if both of you are in love .... u might not end up together ... >.<

tts something jus for guys out there to learn ya ... hee .. off to work ~~

2006-03-13T20:54:00.000+08:00

1st day of work today !!! went to work at ck Tangs ... under the new brand bling accessories ... selling semi-precious stones ... all tt howlite stone ... onxy .. bla bla ... i even have to learn those paper works ... hahha ...rather intersting as some of the stones symbolises something .... be it love or health. ... the problem lies in whether i can sell any pieces not ... hahah they have almost 100 over varieties ... n tts a lot lo ... i'll try my best ... mugaga ... now tt i have a ck tangs badge and a robinson promoter badge ... i'll c if they would transfer mi to Isetan n i'll get a badge fr there too ... cool .. i'll start to collect badges ... as for vacancies for part-timers .. i haven ask my manager yet but i heard tt they don need anymore ppl .... sorry to min ... but i'll ask jane again alright ?? >.<

Went sentosa ytd!! ...
humpies once again kanna PS ... whahah ... initially there were supposed to be more people goin to sentosa tt day n watever it is ... left with humpiak ... anyway we enjoyed ourselves ... hahah ... we suntann suntann .... its like fr 11+ till 4 like tt ...they all also wan to chao ta liao ... but not mi !! argg .... there were no tann line .... there werent much difference with mi ... i wasnt burnt like min ... not red like gym and not darker like cas .... hahha weird skin ... hahaa ... gonna go tann again weee~~

After so long of not getting together, as usual we still as er-xin saying those those ... shit ... bla bla ... da pian stuffs anywhere .... but who cares ... whahah .. tts how humpies works ... hahah ... although theres only 4 of us ... we really enjoyed ... we don have to be so careful with our words ... haha lolZz tts the main part ... We went for dian xin in the morning and i gave cas morning call as normally she is always the one late .. whakak ... in the end gym was the one later !!! zhu pa jie ~~ hkaka .... peng si le ...

whaha ... humpies still got mei Li wor ... surprisingly there are still ppl who came to ask 4 our numbers !! ~~ whaha ... cas reply was tt she have got a bf ... n then mine was .. haha .. i got "xin shang ren liao" <-- got sweet heart liao ... whaha ... and then min n gym ... jus replied no no .. whakaka ... we should have lie to them tt we are actually mothers of 3 ... ahah ...

2006-03-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

Stop Hidin Gym ~~! ahahhoh Mei nUi LEh~~

2006-03-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

TrEebEars ~~ HuGZzz

2006-03-13T20:49:00.000+08:00

HumpIaK Again!! HappIE ... wan sui HuMpies !!

2006-03-11T19:26:00.000+08:00

i've got friendly match with Nanyang JC today .... i was really scared by them tt i actually didnt want to go for the match.... i wasnt prepared at all ... and blame myself for skipping so many practices .... hee ... but at the thought of sportsmanship ... i shall go for it and fr there gain some experiences ....

Went for the match .... everything was wat i expected ... hee ... sad to say ... i lose .... n wat is worse is tt i didnt even score one at all !! argg ... if im not wrong my opponent is Yizhen ~~ haha ... so malu ~~ but its alright to lose issnt it ? hahah ... words of comfort 4 myself ... I've got "court fright" !! .... i was nervous ... during the warming up i was already having butterflies in my stomach .... cant even hit the ball the way i want them to be .... For the Yr 1 ... bee ching, foong yi n me played .... they didnt have time for all of us to play .... so only 3 of the yr one played ... all of us lose ~` sob sob but im the worse who scored nth ... haha .. kan kai yi dian ba .... nvm ... at least i gain the experience .... lolx ... will do better nxt time ...

then NYjc guys are almost on pile with our guys .... as for the girls > (excluding the yr ones) we are much stronger !! yeah~ NYjc de girls all slim slim tall tall ... whereas ours all small size de hahahh ... ok la ... at least we did our best .... gonna train harder lo ~ no more "court fright" nxt time ~

humm .. had been raining these days .. wonder whether our plan to go sentosa tml will be carried out not .... >.< opps ... its dinner time!! hadnt had anything after my breadfast .... that is a pancake n milo !! so hungry ~~~ hungry MEh Is HErE ... muagaga ~~~

2006-03-09T10:39:00.000+08:00

Moning everybody ~~ im jus so early today ...Jane fr Bling accessories had called me early in the morning and sort of interviewed me, and told me to make trip to CK tangs for a short briefing ... so i went down and its only 15 minutes .... went down alone. so poor thoing right ?? lolZz this job was initially recommended by min n she called Jane almost the same time .... but they haven call her. Feeling so guilty right now. hopefully after a few days of work i can recommend her in for work.

So i actually met Jane and jus to fill in the neccesary forms with a little briefing .... and that was only for 15 minutes .... irritating ... i have to dress up and travel fr yishun all the way to orchard~~ and i was alone ! so called cas and met her after her sch and pei her go dental then she receive her year bk liao ... whahah got this suai ge .. Ian ... so suai .. hahah anyway after that travelled to Plaza Sing ... then brought a mushroom head de handphone accessories ... kawaii ~

Went home for dinner ... and was in a rather high spirit so play play .... the was watching <> grandpa's obedient grandsons .... the hongkong drama ... then my fren called to pass him the presents tt he's supposed to pass it to my fren .. lolZz but this beng dan wasnt goin home straight so told me to pass him later ... really beng dan!! hee

so went home again ... then Kel they all called asked me got bottle openner not .. then told me to come down tok tok saying caisi also there ... so i brought the bottle openner and went down .... kel, lao da, thomsom,golden Dragon, ben ben all were there too ... zhen shi de ..... then they say play game .... so i stayed on to play .. then loser have to drink the alcohol .... drank quite a bit ... n my face were red and neck were red too .... so stayed for a while be4 i go home ....

i went home and i smelled ... smelled of alcohol ... so fetch my nessaries and rush for a bath .... my mum smelled tt alcohol smell .... and i think my dad smelled too but didnt say anything ... dotzz ... tt was close .... hee ...

ok i ll be starting work on nxt monday .... morning shirt tt is only till 4.30 !! cool!

2006-03-05T12:13:00.000+08:00

Back-ache .. leg-ache ... shoulders aching ... everywhere muscles pain ..... intially was only the upper body pain ... now ? .... everywhere even the legs ... know y ?? i went jogging early in the morning .... with my da jie ... haha .... this time round i ran 5 rounds ... that is 2.5 km !1 all the way slow jog wor ... dono like can remove the piece of fats in my tummy ma ... hee .. and now i wish for my hair to be long again then i can tie them all up ... haah .. tt will definitely be much better compared to my current one with all tt baby hairs .~~

went home then out again to meet rming .... then went to heeren to buy all that my frens birthday present ... in jus a day ... i spent almost $80 !! thats a lot ... haiZz no choice peng you tts y .... hahah .... thanks o lot to my peng yous~ lolzz over all in this month i have brought present for Zw, Quinsy, thomsom, dor, ben, vana, ting .. alot right ?? .... we went fr heeren to taka n to wisma ... all the way shopping till evening ... seriously guys stuffs are really difficult to buy .. hahha ... then after tt both of us were heading to woodlands ... he joining his frens for bbQ n mi heading for pizza huts for 4e2 cls-gathering !!! yeah ~~

met melinda n zheng ee at khatib n went causeway point together and at last i received my belated birthday present fr zheng ee & wilson ... hahah tt was like last yrs ones ~~ lolZz .. but anyway its the thoughts that counts .. lol ... anyway zhengee's present was with mi also ... so i actually brought a braclet ... haha men de .. haha hopefully he likes it ... lolZz .. don like also mus like .... hee .... so i met zhanglang, xinhua, vana, tommy, ber, zheng, wil .... total of 8 hahah ..... ate really alot ... lolZz .... joke n joke ... as for mi ... initially didnt really talk to xinhua n vana n now the gap btw us is closer ... aah .. tts good n i think im now closer to vana .... n so are the rest ... happi ~~ itlike 8 of us there ,4 of us took forgein language .... wil took korea, vana took jap, xinhua took french and as for mi too German ... hahah so fun all diff language ... without dening ... among our jokes there were some of those in our class .. hahh tts really fun .. sort of laughing bout ppl bitching around ~ lolz after all there were cakes and we went for movies .... "My girl n I " not bad .. another korea's sad movie ... hhaha

All was great but the funniest part was when we met chaocheng .... he change alot !! he is probably still the same height ... but his hair is now long a little dyed .... he jus came back fr camp... and was carrying a huge backpack .... hahah he feels really different .. the chaocheng that i know in sec sch doesnt care bout these activities in sch nor cca ... now hes attending camps ... and hes so into them !! so happy to c him change for the better .. but at that instant i really wan to laugh ... like wat ppl say " nan da 18 bian" <--- when a guy reach 18 he really changes ... haha Am really tired out now ... with this 2 days of fun outside ....~~~ enjoyed it ppl ~

2006-03-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

VerY VerY Fun N tiring day!! phEw~~

Went for Squash in the afternoon .. we went early.. me n joann.. planned to go jogging... hao hardworking right?? all because of tt piece of fats in my tummy !! argg... hahah ... goin to work on it ... determination rules !!~~ however its not tt we don want but.... there were 10 to 15 guys sitting on the sides ... some were naked .. i meant half-naked ... without shirts lol ... and there were no one jogging ... so we thought " har!? erm .... lets not jog anymore ... haha ." so off we go to the squash court ... there we started playing lo .. and tt blur joann .. hahha she came 4 practice but without her racket .. lolz .. so borrowed fr one of the seniors there fr the common locker for our rackets ... gonna put mine there soon ... hee ... then can go shopping after squash !! whaha ... Practice was fun today .... and they are having a friendly match wit Nanyang Girls .... humm ... but im not sure whether im goin not ... hee ... fun fun fun having practice .... but im so lousy ... then sometimes really don dare to play with the seniors ... oh ya our new captain .... Lena .... i didnt really noe her .. instead i dono who is she ... so a few seniors were chatting there an d mi kevin n joann were there too ... then we asked " er,,, who is lena ar ?" and she was jus 2 seats away fr mi .. oh gosh ... damn paisei lor .. hahah ... anyway now know liao then fren fren liao .... hahah

After tt went to meet min at 5 like tt then we go look for job .... then Bling Brand ... selling assesories .... pay is like $6/hr ..... with commision but we have to reach a quota lo ... but i think the basic pay is enough for mi .... humm .... jus like the same as robinson in the menswear but im rather afraid of this job leh ... like im more confident wit the pants n mens' shirt .... instead of dealing with gem stones.. but like what my fren say .... confidence can be build up ~~ yesh !! hahah .. then go shop shop ... like siao .. then wanted to buy this converse shoe but no my size!! suay ~~ then anyway after met min de boi ~~ haha .... so envious of her ~~ nvm .. heee .. mine will come soon ... time to sleep ~~ wan an ... another night sleeping early ....

2006-03-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

Speaking of holidays ..... what exactly am i goin to do ... i really dono .... humm ... no hobbies wat so ever .. we went movies today .... Final Destination 3 .... it was boring ... a waste of money ... it wasa gross ... other than tt .. nth else .... during the advertisments be4 the movie start ... came across this ....

*^If YoUR LiFe WerE To Be In MoViEs ..... WiLl iT Be NiCe ?^*

If mY LiFe Were To Be In MOVies ... don think it will be interesting .... it will all be sleeping eating , watching tele .... chatting .... listening to music .. a little of squash ... everyday with the same procedure ..... definitly this is not wat i like ... boring days .... haiZz ... so i've make up my mind to take up a hobby !!! yeah ... thats wat i told veena to think over ... hahah ... no puzzles ... no cross-stiching . Can Ur live be full of adventures ?? adventures are to be iniated by oneself .... so we have to discover it ourself ... that is to really humm probably enjoy life ? enjoying life with silly stuffs ... stuffs to laugh at ... creating memories that i will be fond of .... Memories that will make me miss them are those with unity of a class .... unity of a group frens ... fun with a big group of frens ..... but all this don seems to be present in my life .... the spirit of unity. So *^If YoUR LiFe WerE To Be In MoViEs ..... WiLl iT Be NiCe ?^* its a Question worth thinking ....

2006-03-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

EXAMS oVer !!! i memorised quite a bit of biochem last night and had to do with only 3 hrs of sleep ... look at how hardworking i am ... whahah ... but actually all tt i studied most of them came out ... but still there were Questions i donno ... humm .. nvm ... at least i did my best ... Well done Meh .>!! haha now i'lll start with my long long entry ....

Supposed to go ice-skatting ... but ... only ina and Quinsy were interested ... in the end we went junction 8 too have all tt "junk food' for lunch ... gosh ... unhealthy .... hha ...then off to shopping !!! we went Queenstown .... wanted to buy tennis shoes .. walking shoes but all i got was a squash ball ... haha ... those shoes are all so boring ... hee .. my taste too high liao ... ina got a pair of addidas sport shoes ... she brought the kids edition !!! it saved her $30+ ..... she was supposed to get the adult edition but anyway she was lucky enough to fit into the biggest size of the kids eddition ... n she brought it for $52 .... so cheap 4 a sport shoe ... humm .... gonna learn fr ina to get the kids editions shoes ... ..>> my feets arent tt big right ?? hoho

Oh ... we brought lots of things ... however we actually shopped for birthday presents ... haha ... for like 4 of them ... we even brought a purple nike jacket for Quinsy for her bday .. n tt she choose it herself ... haha .. after tt she went so happy and fr *worm into a Dragon* haha ... ok crappy ....

We went to this shoe to get mel's present ... and tt was the last piece ... and it was not very clean ... i mean how can a display piece be clean ... hahha .. anyway we didnt really want it n the boss there was like "it ok de " .... then Quinsy went " we shall go to another shop!!" unintentionally rather loud .... haha so off we went .... but we couldnt find tt particular thingy .. so ... we were so embarassed and went back to the shop to like ... " erm .. we take this..." so much of *no backbone* .. lolZz .. anyway it not like we will always go there ... hha ... so mel should feel honoured ... haha

Im bore ... actually wanted to ask jie accompany mi go kbox ... then will sing my fill .. haaha .. in the end ... all is chou da jie's fault !!! hahah ... so nv sing lor ... ok la .. i very gd de noe tt she's having quiz tml ... jiu fang guo ni ba ... =.=

2006-02-27T17:05:00.000+08:00

What a DaY .... i was happy last night on the phone ..... humm ...it really makes me guess wats gonna happen nxt .... n im tire thinking of whats the meaning behind it ... maybe i should follow bensons saying "think simple!! "

..... envious Quinsy ... i should HAve loook 4 programs to spend the day out jus like QuinSy.... and start studying tml ... cause now i don have the "feel" for studying !!! and now i dono wat im living for ? its so boring ... issit because of exams ? now its so boring at home ... no nice shows ... nothing to do ... all there is to do is to study .... think its time i take up a new hobby ... how bout asking gym to go swimming after i buy a swiming costume .... ok ... wait till exams is over n i'll meet up with some frens then we go ice-skating !! woah ... rem my kor ... the air force paramedic de ... can meet up with him too ... hahah .... oh ya ... not forgeting nbss band mates ....

Suddenly my frens seems so limited .... i often get to c my fren everywhere i go .... but those were all "hi-bye" frens .... when it comes to finding a close fren to go out ... cant really find them ... or maybe i can but jus whether im feeling comfortable with them not .... hummm ... time to make more frens .... BUT.. when u make lots of fren n goin out wit them ....eg .. day 1 u go wit grp 1 ... day 2 with grp 2 ... n so on ... is tt the life i wan ? ...this are jus frens for companies ... true frens are difficult to find .... haiZz.... life is so so boring without excitement .... >missing those days with our "BAND gang" ahaha ... lets meet up and go for a adventure !!! humm .. i'll organise one lets go sentosa ... lets go pulau ubin .... hummm .... yesh ... we shallll do that ....

2006-02-25T10:11:00.000+08:00

Left with only 2 exam papers ... went for inorg remedial lesson for the selected pupils simply the weaker pupils ... hahah ... have to really work hard for this inorg paper ... however for biochem i really wonder how to get it right .... working hard means that i make full use of my time to study but ... hehe ... my mum will be free later and it had been such a long time since she have time to shop ... so im gonna accompany her !!! yeah .... good daughter .... hahah ... no choice ... hahah but im willing to accompany her .. lolZz ...

Sometimes i really wonder why is it so difficult to understand a person .... difficult to know wat he/she is thinking .... but wat-ever it is its really not tt difficult to understand ur family .... they doesnt have a motive behind everything .... every word they say they mean it .. i mean ... they don say it with another reason behind it ... i went jogging a couple of days ago with my da jie .... i mean it was nice to have somebody to be with .... hhaha .... probably that wat i call bonding .. lolzz ....

ytd's topic on Yes 933 was bout hidden love .... where couples are keep their relationship a secret .... haha ... i can be real fun ... hiding but second thoughts ... im not those who lloves to hide stuffs .... i may be really guilty consious at times .... i meant most of the time .... jus like when im in primary sch .... i always admit my wrongs .... so its rather difficult for me to accept a hidden love thingy .... hiding fr frens ... avoiding the town areas .... haha .... Love is love ... wat wrong with letting ppl know .... maybe some have a reason behind it but tts not gonna last 4ever issnt it ?? cant understand these ppl ....

2006-02-21T20:54:00.000+08:00

this is one of humpies!!! min ~~ taken during cny de ...

2006-02-21T17:26:00.000+08:00

Came upon these online quizs .... try them out !!!

http://ynr.blogthings.com/kissingstylequiz/ <--- Kissing style

http://ynr.blogthings.com/howdomenseeyouquiz/ <--- how do men c u ....

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whattypeofbeautyareyouquiz/ <--- The type of beauty u are ..

2006-02-21T17:06:00.000+08:00

Men See You As Choosy

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ChEcK iT out !! itS HarmLeSs.....

2006-02-20T21:09:00.000+08:00

Am so disappointed now ..... i wanted to go for movies with my fren but last minute my fren cant make it ... thats all meant to be... .. its either after 7+ or tml that my fren can make it ... but i thought of staying home to study tml .... after all studies should be a higher piority rite ?? but we can take a break ... jus a movie wouldnt kill .... tt will all depend on my mood tml ... >.<> Currently watching meteor garden ... this time in the jap's versioin ... its so nice tt now im having trouble forcing myself to study .... compared to the taiwan's meteor garden ... Jap's one was much nicer !! ..... Lots of susi ge in there ... haha .. n the san cai too ... so much cuter .... whahah

2006-02-20T11:14:00.000+08:00

i met cas tt day n we went to novena square .... and we did a terrible thing .... a sinful irrespondsible thing .. we went to charles and keith <-- the shoe shop and we saw this pair of brown like sandals with ankle strap .... after cas had tried it on .... it was a little too loose and the promoter offered that they punch anothe hole to tighten the straps .... their attitude, service wasnt very nice .... poor service .. ok ... alll was done and we went ahead to browse the shoes in the shop ... soon later we came upon this pair of heels ... it was a very vintage look one .... with a butterfly infront ... cas like this pair then the other one .... however, it was the last piece .... and it was a display piece that looks really dirty .... so we requested the auntie to clean it for us ... so she told us to hold on for a minute .... she proceed to store and there. Both of us were wondering whether to buy both pairs as for the 1st pair we saw it has already a hole punch in it so definitly we have to purchase it .... but buying both is way too expensive ... so after considering we sneak away while the auntie is in the store .... oMG ... unbelievable ... that was so incorrigible right... ahahha ... but tts us ... we don do tt often ... so ... SoRRy ~~ we were after all real guilty .... n not goin novena's charles and keith anymore ....

I should be goin for movies later .... supposed to be with cui n sal but nobody had contact me ... and cui seems to be in some trouble ... cui ... do call mi if theres any prob ya? .. so guess its off .... so i will be still goin to movies later with my fren .... hahaha ... happy ... at last we are meeting to head the town .... not at some nearby places anymore .... >.<

chatted with humpies 2 days ago ... shared our valentine's day "outing" ... wow ... so envious of them .... one having romantic moments at east coast ... one watching "i'm not stupid" and tts how they got together once again ... another one was spent with the bf .... real envious of them .... hopefully mine will be better nxt yr .... i'll be waiting .... but as ppl says .... everyday can be valentine's day .... so i will soon have a bf and u know .. u know ... hahaha all the best mushroom!! bahaha ... ... but second thoughts , having a bf might means trouble .... more things to vex bout .... more happiness .... more tight down ... ... it will be different for everybody .... for me , probably someones who is sentimental ... like growing a flower for mi .... set up sparkles .... u noe those romantic moments ?? hahah .... brewing herbal tea for me when im sick .... hahah ... alll these little stuffs should be sufficient .... whahah

Alright, MushRooM neeDs To StudY BeFore Her PRInCe AppEaR ~~~

2006-02-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

Went for movies jus now with my working frens .... we didnt know wat movie to watch as it was so early jus now ... we watch 49 days .... it was a partial horror movie ... i was a nice movie ... In the cinema .. kept thinking ... "if only sitting beside me is someone else ... " if only it was my dream prince charming ..

Came upon my friends blog today n to find out tt he is actually planting sunflowers for his galfren !!! isn't that sweet ?? not sweet ? extremely sweet .... hahah ... im so envious .... i want to be in love !! .... hohoho ... i want my dream prince to plant a flower 4 mi too !! i want lots of luv ... i want the prince to be always there .... i wan to spend time with the prince .... i want morning calls fr the prince .... i want to be protected by the prince ... i want a prince who would ask for a dance wit the princess in the ball ... i want a prince that live happily ever after with the princess... hohoho .. those only happens in fairy tales...

2006-02-16T19:12:00.000+08:00

Okay okay .... donkey days since i blog .... it exam periods again .. tt will bring us to the end of sem 2 of yr 1 !! i goin to be a yr 2 soon !! lolZz ...

Can anyone invent a mind reader? i really wish to have one .... PpL seems to be so difficult to understand ... everything cant be predicted .... and all u know is " u never know..." tts crappy today ... one moment a person can be praising u another moment tt same person can be bad mouthing u ... tts wat back-stabbing is all bout. Indirect speech ... it often happens .... Since when ppl become so selfish and insensitive .... probably not insensitive but actually doin it on purpose ... cant ppl openly talk it over and not beat about the bush ? ... politics r not fun at all !! Ppl are not sincere .... probably not all.... probably not to mi ... but .. it irritates me .... Probably "never care" is the word.

2006-01-28T19:02:00.000+08:00

Happie Chinese New yR !! Gong Xi GonG Xi !! all the besst in StuDies for all StudenTs n to ThosE Working ... May All Have good wealTh .. ahaha ....

Im Stress with All tt Projects tt will be due after Cny !! but no fretting during cny .. i disallow tt .. ahhah .. so jus enjoy n c how ... lolZz ... yee .. go eat reunion dinner liao .. whaha

2006-01-19T22:05:00.001+08:00

today is NYP open house !!! humm , im actually supposed to be the guides, guilding the sch ... but in the end i jus ended up with the german club helping the german club. Yen n me reached at 8.30 and were so early that we were actually the ones decorating the booth for german club. Instead we were actually helping Frau Lian <-- german lesson teacher. hahah ... all we were given were very limited and we had to make do with lots of ribbons, red, yellow, black ribbons jus like the colour of a germany flag. Hahah ... we enjoyed Quite a bit while decorating ... haha ... sense of satisfactory ... lolZz ... oh ya ... was rather afraid tt ppl would mistake us for sec sch students ... haha ... so malu ... .. German is fun !!! Frau Lian actually treated us to some sushi made by a Japanese actually for the Japanese club ... lolZz ... nice sushi !!! I want to go Germany !!! lolzZ .. .. wanted to hit the town today to buy a pair of shoes tt i saw earlier on but jus couldnt make it ... it was too late ... then nobody pei wo ... hhaha ... so headed home at bout 3 ... There goes my day ...

minutes ago, me n yen were online thinking whether to go sch tml ma ? whether to join the guides tml or the german ..... at 1st we were thinking tt goin for lectures n not guides like very not good .... but then in the end ... studies more impotant ... hhaha then we also very lei n tire ... so there we decided on giving the guides a miss .... tt will be it then ... so tire ... gonna do homework liao ... Nite ppl ~

2006-01-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

2006-01-18T21:05:00.000+08:00

wo hao fan ah .... i dono wat im doin .. so many stuffs on my mind .... i've been helping my fren <--(person A) do work n even though i know tt i lazt to do ... but i still did it .... i wanted to (Person A) do it but in the end ... jus didnt know why ..... whaaaa~~ its not tt i feel that its unfair i don mind doin it for person A but .... i jus don want to be make used by person A .... maybe person A is not making use of me ... but the feeling is not nice .. ipromise this is the last unless its really serious tt person A needs help ... n i trust person A should know wat to do in future .... i mean .... ya ... hopefully not ... i trust trust trust !!! >.<

had been at home doin all that repots n project ... real busy ... oh dear ... i didnt know tt my sec sch band had their orientation over ~~ thought its not yet over.... so paisei when i went to ask one of my juniors ... hadnt been goin back since their last concert at khatib plaza .... missed band but i know im not gonna give up squash half-way ... so busy >>

material science individual report
shopping for new year clothes
German oral role play
semestral project
German e-quiz

All the way meh ...

2006-01-09T21:48:00.000+08:00

Cool !! my unce gave mi a digital cam ... but currently having troubles taking nice photos , cause the functions not tt gd ... but hao guo mei you .... happy belated birthday shiyong biao ge .... hahah ... so fast 18 liao ... soon u will be driving a car around ... hahha .....

i went to my grandma house ytd .... n everything were so happening .... my da biao ge <<--- cousin ... will be visiting germany on wed ... for attachment ... everyone were missing him even be4 he leaves .... however, all he wanted is for both of his parent to send him off on wed .... but the problem is tt his parents were divorce .... so his mum kept saying ..... " he << -- father , will definitly siam me one lor .... n stop asking me how ... !!" da biao ge was so furstrated tt he turned away n even went out of yhe house to cry .... my grandma, shiyong biao ge ... my mum , aunt all cried .... my heart went out to him, tt i almost cried .... really realise how fortunate i am ..... Bon voyage biao ge ...

i just took my engineering math this afternoon .... surprisingly it was rather easy ..... i finished the paper with 40 mins .... while we were actually given 1 hr n 30 mins .... wonder whether its a good thing or not ..... hopefully its fine ... haha jiayou to me !!! 2 more papers to go ... i mus jiayou ..!!!

2006-01-05T18:37:00.000+08:00

at last i have tt "feel" for blogging ... guess its time to change my blogskin le ... its a new year !!! everything will be different n i guess a brand new start .... alright ... lets have some sections of reflections .... i started poly last yr n all was fun ... i laugh alot and was haapy-go-lucky ... results werent tt bad .... friends were still close like before....

So actually, recently i dont feel really tt happy as before ... didnt know why but probably im worrying too much ..... i've lost confidences .... im different again .... im at a lost ... this sem doesnt seems to be on my side .... im getting lousy results ... lack of sleeps .... thanks to all that chatting on the phone but i know i cant bare to miss it ... i enjoy chattin on the phone be it wif humpies , or all .... oh god .... im in a deilama ... i miss all that confidence i used to have .... i jus cant get them right .... i've become quieter, more dull, more irritating, n also very bad-tempered ....

Bad-tempered, come to think of it, when one is bad-tempered herself and someone is there to tolerate her, only then she will learn to be more tolerance towards others when they lose their temper .... things might seems to be alright on the outside but i actually feels rotten inside !! i meant at times ... sometimes i think when i don think, i would hurt ppl with my words, but when i start to think i would think too much ... tts soo so so irritating .... dotsss ...>.<

Humpiak, i really love u all, only when im with u all i don have to think so much before i shoot my mouth off .... i feel really carefree .... hadnt been meeting humpies for quite some times but i believe we still rem. each other in heart ba ??? ahahha so rou ma ... mushy sia .... lolZz

Next week will be my common tests, eventhough its only 3 modules, im really afraid .... hadnt been scoring any gd grades ..... so determination speaks louder than words .... believe is the word ... all out there ...all my peng you in poly .... mus study hard for common test wor ....

2005-12-17T12:29:00.000+08:00

i was jus back home ..... robinson was open till 12 today and i was there to help !! how nice of me right ?? ... lol ... anyway i was there fr 11am this morning till 11.30 in the night !! they couldnt let mi stay till 12 as i was a part-timer and jus cant get to claim the taxi fares ... so i was to go off early ... hahah ..... hows my day today ?? i guess fun ... real fun .... yana, alvin, andy, pp and jenny ... all under my brand were nice to me ... hahha .... i meant since i knew much of the stuffs there .... so its rather easy to get along with them ..... Yana looks really fierce but shes rather nice to me .. i felt ... hahha ... told me to take a break ... ask mi go drink water ... ya .. all were nice .... PP was a new part-timer there ... he was from TJC ... so actually waiting for NS ... he is freaking tall ... 1.91 for goodness .... he could simply hang all that clothers up on the hanger easily lo .... asked him wats his name n he jus refused to tell mi .... anyway i gave him a nick ... xiao piao was his name for the day .... hahha so gay ... i was kept real busy at work today .... n somehow happy working .... lolZz ...